PENYAIR CINTA

melayar,berlayar,menebar sayap,
menikmati momen2 indah di langit nan diatas,
tanpa kita sedar,
hangat air dari kornea merobes pipi,
melintasi segala inti yang aslnya di buat dengan tanag liat ini,
yang pada realitinya telah jauh kita lari,
mengongak dada mencapai mimpi,
baru kita sedari,
kita terlalu tinggi,
bilaman kaki sudah tak mencecah bumi,
dek kerana harta duniawi,
kita lupa,
ada sang pencipta,
yang leka memerhati gerak geri,
sampai kita sembah tunduk bumi,
berjanji itu tak kan berulang kembali.

09/09/2014 -kupu2jingga-

                                                                                                               (09/09/2014 19;39)
                                                  BERKALI-KALI

 penantian.ada orang bilan ianya bodoh,
 malah,ada yang bilang itu bagus,
 aku dilahirkan untuk menjadi penanti yang setia,
 umpama si romeo menunggu si juliet,
 sama sepertiku,
 menanti bayangmu,
 walaupun ku di tinggalkan berkali- kali,
 berkali-kali,
 oleh kamu.

jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar... 
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar... 

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat, 
Ku menolak,... 
Semua itu karna ku cinta kau... 

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar... 
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar... 

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat, 
Ku menolak,... 
Semua itu karna ku cinta kau... 
Kau... 

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Kutahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Kulakukan yang terbaik
Yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tau ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya padaku
Sakitnya aku... 
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku... 

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat, 
Ku menolak,... 
Semua itu karna ku cinta kau... 
Kau... 

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Kutahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Kulakukan yang terbaik
Yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tau ku cinta kau

.one love ;)

Lately when my friends see me all worn out, they say
not to meet someone like you ever again, they say
You left me shaken and crying
and that last phrase, “meet someone better than me”
So once again like a fool I get drunk,
my heart is one deep night, once again I leave a message
Already I’m standing in the cold, gloomy rain
Now … now I will be smiling

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
The memorise are beautiful never let you go

Do you want love, what do I have to do
And I want love, I’m still in love with you
I can never forget being left with nothing else I could possibly do
Please don’t go

One love one love
The memories are beautiful always be my girl
One love one love
The memories are beautiful I don’t wanna ever say good bye

Oh, it’s still clear in my mind
On your birthday I was only able to give you a small gift,
I hated myself, that I was like that
But still you said that you were thankful and spilled tears
When will you be able to hear my earnest heart calling out nervously,
if it’s the same as the other half of yours that you long for,
then tell me now that you love me,
that you will never leave my side ever again, please..

.i`m ugly riGht??

I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance
In this broken mirror

Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies


I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

All alone
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

It really is foolish love
I don't know anyone but you, I love only you
Yes, it really is foolish love

They say that you're a fool if you believe in love
They say that you really shouldn't be deceived by love
That's what I always used to think
But this time, I don't know

I feel myself changing every time I see you
Even though I try to deny it
I didn't know that love is like this
I really must be a fool

I hate common love stories
Eventually, they are all exactly the same
Always the same beginning and transparent ending
So, I don't want that kind of love

I feel myself changing every time I see you
Even though I try to deny it
I didn't know that love is like this
I really must be a fool
~mIss.CandY~

.a confession of friend =.= ..T.T

It's been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I've been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I'd rather protect you,
although I don't know if it will make it better...

This time I'll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my boy
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it's a blessing
Whenever you say let's never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but...

And be my boy
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend , to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn't say it)
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...